It's been a while...

Isn't it amazing how your best intentions go out the window immediately upon the arrival of some kind of new challenge? Amazing, but absolutely frustrating. I can't quite figure out if it's other things taking precedence or if it's just plain ol' procrastination. I come from a long line of procrastinators. There's this huge part of me that absolutely hates procrastination....and so I counterattack with super activity. And then I'm exhausted. But, if I allow myself to procrastinate - I feel guilty and hate myself and then am exhausted from the energy it takes to feel guilty and hate myself. What a vicious cycle.

Anyway - I'll get off my soapbox or whatever you call it. I'm learning how to live a life free from guilt. Especially self-imposed guilt.

I'm off to watch a tivo'd episode of The Unit. I love that show!

Oh - the two layouts at the beginning of this post are from a couple of weeks ago.