hopeful
overwhelmed
amazed
alone
celebratory
cautious
Ever have a time when you feel so many conflicting things at one time? It's kinda hard to get a grip on it all. I hesitated to even post this, but figured, a blog is all about sharing yourself and it would be silly to just gloss over it, and let the world (world = all two or three readers out there) think life is perfect. Far from it. Opportunities that have the potential to be the most wonderful thing, but that bring fear of failing. Spectacular news from a friend that makes me want to cry from happiness, but also from feeling a bit left behind. Hope for the future, but the ride is a little bit scary. I guess it's fear, really, that brings the good down. I guess I'm gonna have to work on that.
I *heart* you!
ReplyDeleteKnow how you feel. We're in the midst of selling / buying a home. You pretty much summed up our feeling right now as well. I'll be thinking about you!
ReplyDeleteI used to have that feeling of being left behind. When you get old like me you start to realize that your path is just different but still exciting and rewarding. And then there is that wondering if you are missing out on something wonderful until you see the wonderful in where you are. We each have a different adventure. Embrace yours!
ReplyDeletePS. I really like your photo.
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